HeLLo bLoG!

Well looks like I'm back here after almost 3 weeks of party. Also, my money was like "WTF!" after all these weeks end. For those of my friends who are yet to turn 18, allow me to give you all some comments, the feeling is AWESOME! ( Mr. Frank's favourite word. ) Also, 1 week after my birthday, Hari Raya came and my "earnings" doubled just like a snap. Hehehe. Oh yeah, I took a lot of pictures between these 3 weeks but most of it are gone or missing because of those people who have yet to upload it to me. So stay tune guys and I'll upload my pictures here.

Bobby-San ( Selamat Hari Raye! )

RoTTen NeWs

Hello guys, I won't be posting any more stuffs here for the coming week or days. Reasons due to I'm not well and I should be away from home this coming week. But this does not mean I'll stop here or shut this blog down. ( All my efforts is in here! ) So take care and happy fasting to all my Muslim friends. ChAo~

Bobby-San ( 4-3-2-1 *BOOM!* )

What's WitH ThiS FeeLing?

12.36am, Wednesday morning, still not sleeping. I don't know when I got this weird feeling and it's getting me on my nerves. It's like a very sharp pain in my heart, I cant do anything about it, can't even distract myself from it. What's happening? I felt so fragile, felt like I'm on stage, without anything in mind to present anything, no one is watching me, no one is listening to me. ( Duh! I'm not saying anything. ) Trembling upon this feeling, I dun dare to tell anyone about this. Is this how people in love felt when they are missing someone? Or was my anger? Or was it from God trying to cleanse away some of my sins? Fuck, I don't like this and I want this to go away soon. Felt like I suddenly have no one. Curses... *Sigh!*

Bobby-San ( 4 more days. )

ThaT wAs WoW

Ello! Bobby-San is here again. Hmm, seems like everyone who are close to me are preparing to beat someone up. Bunch of mean people, give me a year off please? =[ Hahaha, 5 more days and I'll be LEGALLY 18. Can't wait for the big day! Hehehe. I'm so happy! To those of my friends who will be turning 18 soon, my advice: PERLAHAN-LAHAN KAYOH UH BRADER! Every year, it's always the same outcome, I have about 10 people chasing after me and 10 more people waiting to keropok me up. Bob's sad, let him off this year please? =[ Last year I was beaten up at a coffee shop. ( Yes a coffee shop, they threw plastic chairs at me. ) Last 2 years, I was beaten up in a classroom. ( Damn! I should not have ran into Badib. ) Last 3 years, Mich was the place, worst Birthday Bash ever. So what will it be this year? Throw me out from my window? *Sniffs* Hmm, nothing much happen today. Slacked with Joe and John during our prayers. Today was boring! Oh! Oh! BeL send me something that was... *Speechless*. I'm still thinking if I should post it here or not. Hmm... Anyway, it will be 5 more days from today ( Wednesday, 17-09 ), countdown for me okay? =D

Bobby-San ( OMG! OMG! 5 MORE DAYS! )

Thank you for Reminding Me

Hmm, let's see... Today is 16-09, Tuesday, 6 more days! ^.^ 4.03am, 22-09-90, Saturday, a child was born. Raised by people who called themselves parents to him, this child was brought up not to fear others but to respect others of what they did. Wandering around the world of technology, he learnt a lot. His interest bears no limits but will his interest help him in the future? People who gave life to him called him Syafiq, close people to him called him Bobby-San and strangers called him Bob. Always cursing for the slightest mishappenings, does this boy know wad is the meaning of fear? Seems like the last time he felt fear when he was waiting for his O-Level results. Some time after that, he forgot wad it is like to fear something or someone. Woke up at around 2pm today, he was haunted by his nightmares again. Nightmares of which he would see himself dying, most of it are in such an unthinkable manner. Recently he have been mumbling about not fearing death which he still is not afraid of but whenever he thinks or saw some particular people, his heart began beating faster, anger filled his mind. Is this fear or unstable emotion? After the tragedy and this feelings, he now understand a bit more about death. The reason people fear death is because they have not made enough preparation for their second life. It's like they are suppose to pay a sum of money to pass through a toll. So Bob, what plans do you have for your own death?

I want to thank my God for reminding me what's fear.


Bobby-San ( I fell asleep while writing this. >.<'' )