Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Thank you for Reminding Me

Hmm, let's see... Today is 16-09, Tuesday, 6 more days! ^.^ 4.03am, 22-09-90, Saturday, a child was born. Raised by people who called themselves parents to him, this child was brought up not to fear others but to respect others of what they did. Wandering around the world of technology, he learnt a lot. His interest bears no limits but will his interest help him in the future? People who gave life to him called him Syafiq, close people to him called him Bobby-San and strangers called him Bob. Always cursing for the slightest mishappenings, does this boy know wad is the meaning of fear? Seems like the last time he felt fear when he was waiting for his O-Level results. Some time after that, he forgot wad it is like to fear something or someone. Woke up at around 2pm today, he was haunted by his nightmares again. Nightmares of which he would see himself dying, most of it are in such an unthinkable manner. Recently he have been mumbling about not fearing death which he still is not afraid of but whenever he thinks or saw some particular people, his heart began beating faster, anger filled his mind. Is this fear or unstable emotion? After the tragedy and this feelings, he now understand a bit more about death. The reason people fear death is because they have not made enough preparation for their second life. It's like they are suppose to pay a sum of money to pass through a toll. So Bob, what plans do you have for your own death?

I want to thank my God for reminding me what's fear.


Bobby-San ( I fell asleep while writing this. >.<'' )
 
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